under my skin

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 19:20:16 GMT

God do i hate my family.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 19:29:58 GMT

i love you and although other people may push u around and treat u like crap, i know u deserve better, u deserve a whole mansion to urself! and u can totally stay w/ me and u know it. im here for u best friend.

those r words of a true friend.
thank you kelly

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 18:51:54 GMT

i have no place to live

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 22:39:06 GMT

so the weekend of the 12th thru the 14 is a GO!

just thinking about being able to get away is making me sooo happy and excited!

my dad was trying to get me to stay in waterford and just get a hotel for the night but going up north sounds like so much more fun. being miles away from the family that u just cant stand at all. :]. YESSS! i just cant wait.

so really weird happend yesterday and it made me relize that the mastakes that ive made arnt as bad as the mastake of some people i used to know. it makes me happy about my life.

BRITTANY THIS IS JUST FOR YOU.

brittany, emilys best friend, im really glad that u smoke pot now. we HAVE to get high together very soon. u should make emily bring u over for the weekend or something cuz then we'd deffinently will. love ya girl!

well i think thats enough.

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Fri, 22 Oct 2004 03:33:36 GMT

omg LIVE JOURNAL??

whats live journal?

well i love my life right now.
everything is so great- well not exactly everything but its better then it was.

NOTICE:
i think on November 19-21 im going up north to a house i have up there. if you wanna come just leave a comment and i'll decide if you can come or not. no parents! weed! alcohol! its gonna be so sweet!

im not sure if that the right date yet or not. im still trying to decide.

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 05:36:38 GMT

I wish that Lyndsey still talked to us.

I miss her.

LYNDSEY WHERE DID YOU GO???

the fish misses you, so u need to come back.

how do u feel?? i feel fine i guess

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 17:54:15 GMT

*NOBODY SHOULD READ THIS. YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND. I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND.

i dont know why i feel like this.

its not like my life sucks, yeah i have a really crapy mom who hasnt called me since my birthday, but thats really all i can complain about so why is it that i feel like this.
i cant talk to anyone about it cuz i hate talking about something i can barley explain. i guess my sister the only one who can really understand how i feel.
shes the only one who i've talked to cuz she went though the same thing, i fell like she actually listens to me and understands what im trying to tell her. i think i just hold eveything in to long and it makes me feel like this.

this is stupid. i dont even know what im talking about any more.

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 20:25:46 GMT

life is so boring now that school has started.... man this sucks.

---- i just wanna be a rock super star :]

first day of school...what?

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 21:51:23 GMT

so the first day of school wasnt so bad... my classes r gonna be so easy.

teacher aid forth hour and then i get to leave 5th & 6th hour!!! isnt that the shit.

i cant believe that this is the last year of high school.... this was the last first day of school.WOW. how exciting.

can anyone say new layout....??

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 18:12:57 GMT

NEW LAYOUT- i just changed the pic to one of the band underoath!!!! they r one of my favv. band now.

you should go out and buy there cd now!!!

<3

new icon what?!?!

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 02:40:32 GMT

im really liking my new icon.

thanks kelly.

<3

summer lovin ; )

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 20:55:42 GMT

school starts in 4 days....

this really sucks this summer has been the best ever. but i guess all i have to think about is that im a senior!!! heck yes!

let the good times roll!

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 19:43:11 GMT

IM GOING TO GET MY CAR BACK!!!

timmy was fixed and now i can pimp my riide!!!!!!

YESSSSSSSS.

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if ur happy and u kno it clap ur hands......

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 19:40:07 GMT

last niight was fun!!

i was so happy yesterday, and it was GREAT!

somked alittle with ron kyle and bean...

had some bacardes with john from work

then picked up nick and came back to my apartments and smoked alittle more...

kelly didnt fell good so she had me take her home adn i kept the car for the night. went to taco bell and laughed at this girl whose car stalled in the taco bell line.. im not sure y it was so funny but i almost peed my pants laughing.

i love random nights like that- thats when u always have the most fun!!

potthead: no more

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 21:15:02 GMT

i just found out that one puff of weed is like 30 ciggerttes..... WOW i think im done being a potthead.

back on monday!!!

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 02:42:16 GMT

omg.

i had so much fun at warped tour. i dont really feel like typing out everything so u can just read kellys live journal to find out how that went. lol. but i willl tell u that i crowed surfed. it was fun but i didnt want to do it at first i was so scared but kelly told this guy to just pick me up so he did as i was YELLING "no im scared"but he didnt care. haha. im glad he did it.

so this new movie is coming out called wicker somethingi cant remember. omg "wicker cabnet" hahaha. anyways it has josh hartnet and thats all u need to kno. and it comes out on my birthday. september third. YESSSSS.

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Tue, 10 Aug 2004 21:03:00 GMT

OMG! MY PHONE IS BACK ON.

YESSSSSSSSS!

u have no idea how happy this makes me!

my mom actually did something for me. WOW.

they make it look so good...

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 20:25:39 GMT

yesterday i had to go to verison so ya kno i could actually use the phone i have- i was there for an hour an 1/2. and yeah didnt accomplish one damn thing. first of all the lady had no idea what she she was doing, she had to call customer service like 10 time just to find out that cuz we were on a shared plan that we couldnt even change the finacilibily until we change our plan it to two seperate plans.. then i find out that cuz my stupid ass mom hasnt paid her bill we cant even do that. WTF? i told them that i wanted to change BECAUSE she wasnt paying her bill.. i got so made that i just walk out because i was already furstrated with it taking so long then finding out that the lady had no idea what she was doing made me so angry- i started crying when i got to my car. errrr. i dont think i'll ever have my phone on again.

well i dont want to sound like an avertisment but-

HAROLD AND KUMAR GO TO WHITE CASTLE!!!

saw that movie last night and let me tell u- i've never wanted white castle more.

i HATE white castle but if u have seen this movie they make those little burgers like sooo good.

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um yeah...

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 07:42:20 GMT

so 2night.

i went over to kelly's sisters out in stearling heights.

on the way there we decided to smoke a little. made the drive much better.

got there and about an half an hour later nick and mark showed up. it was cool they were drinkin and me an kelly had smoked alittle more right before they had got there. i cant really remember what we did the whole time but i do remember some guy coming in with a huge freezer bag full of weed.

it was truly a site to see!! ;)

then after like 5 hours Guled finial showed up w/these gay ass people. but they didnt stay long cuz i guess there cops driving around the trailer park so they left, and so did we.

i drove home in the wrost storm- i had to pull over for like 10 min to wait for it to calm down a little.

radio played the best music on the way home- it was awsome!

so i got home and couldnt fall alseep so im watching this movie called fly away home- about geese..... yeah its good.

welp i think that now the movies over i'll go to bed... well at least try.

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Sun, 01 Aug 2004 23:03:01 GMT

so last night at about 340- i only remember that cuz i was about to go smoke and i was sad cuz taco bell was gonna be closed by the time i wanted some...

so i went over to kellys to go smoke with her kristen and john. we sat there listening to kristen tell us really long stories, but they were intresting then cuz her stories were SO LONG we couldnt help but laugh and laugh. but her mom woke up and freaked all of us out cuz we didnt kno how we were gonna get out so we had john crawl out the window- which was so funny. we just kicked his ass out but thanks for the weed!!

i got home around 600 630ish and couldnt fall asleep until 7. i only got like 5 hours of sleep cuz i had to wake up and go to this really gay family reruin thing where i didnt kno like any except for my aunt and my grandma.

IT SUCKED!

heck yes it did.

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Sun, 01 Aug 2004 06:46:34 GMT

so this night was kinda of fucked up.

so me and kelly decide to go to tre's lil party.

ed decided to come with us after a week of not seeing kelly. there was already tension. and yeah. im sorry kelly.

the party was kind of gay. when we got there aj and megan were already wasted but thats usual. hahaha. um i had already decided not to drink so i really just trying to find some1 to talk to that wasnt fuck up or acting like they were or playing that stupid card game cuz that was annoying.

there wasnt really any1 there to talk to so i just made fun of aj and megan all night for being so f-ed up. that was so funny cuz everytime i would say something they could say anything back cuz they could barely talk.

so then i decided to go to taco bell for a pepsi cuz i had smoked a little earlier and really bad cotton mouth. these other people wanted some to so we took them with us- i think it was jay evans and some aaron kid i cant remember. but when we got there they seriously ordered like the whole menue.. it was crazy when i get high and get the munches i just order a meal.. haha but it was cool. then had to take asshole to this girls open house... it was gay and yeah... that was my night.

i really thought i wanted a boyfriend but when i see how much pain they can cause some people im not even sure that i want to bother with them.

...................is there a guy out there who treats girls right when they r together?? like by calling just to find out how ur day went.. i dont kno maybe emily got the only good guy... that really sucks

kelly i hope u feel better soon. and i think that u should listen to some avril cuz her whole cd i think desibes ho u must feel right now.. i love and talk to me whenever u want.

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happy happy happy

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 21:25:02 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TAMMY!!! : )

gettin shit done

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 19:31:34 GMT

so i woke up 2day and had the erge to get some of my shit 2gether.

first i went up to verison to figure out how to get off my moms verison bill- i was so happy to find out that i wont have to pay anything for switching off to a different bill.

so then i had to go and get some insurance qoutes cuz i have none and i need it for when i go to reregister my car and to be able to drive to school. so i went to 2 place s for that

then since it was raining and my driver side windshield wiper doesnt really work i had to go and get a new one.

now im just waitin to go to work... oh how fun!

<3

my sister remined me of this song so i decided to put it on here ciz i thought it was funny.

DOES YOUR DICK HANG LOW DOES IT WOOBLE TO AND FRO CAN YOU TIE IN A KNOT CAN YOU TIE IT IN A BOW CAN YOU THROW IT OVER YOUR SHOULDER LIKE A CONTINETIAL SOILDER.. DOES YOU DICK.. HANG.. LOW!!!!

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Napoleon Dynamite- girls like guys with skills- and i dont have any skills.

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 04:49:13 GMT

so my mom is out to screw up my life.

i know that i always bitch about my mom but if only knew how she really was u'd totaly understand.

my cell phone bill was a little late so instead of giving it to my mom to pay i went to verison my self to pay the bill. when i told thm that i was there to just pay my bill they told me it was like $476 something- i wasnt paying that, i just wanted my bill from this month. so i payed my $47.46 and then i was like my phone is turned back on now right?? NO... my mom has to pay at least $227 of the $476 that she owes to get MY phone turned back on. so i go to her house and she starts telling me that i need to give her the money that i owe her so she can pay i... whts worng with this picture..? for one i dont "owe" her even close to 200 dollars and second y should i be paying her phone bill?? she would NEVER ever pay mine. so now my phone will never get turned back on cuz my mom agian is the lazyest fat mother fucker i know.

well....

for a happier note: Naopleon Dynamite is the funniest movie i ever seen in my life!! no joke. i think that dry humor is the best kind of humor there is.if u like the dry stuff i highly recomend this movie!!! :)

heck yes!
and
whatever i fell like doing, gosh.

omg its so good!

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a new start : /

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 15:56:34 GMT

ive just come to the conclusion that i done with alcohl.

i dont need it- it makes me do things that i would never in a million years do. i feel like it makes me act retarted and i always feel like the biggest jackass the next day.the only reason i drink in the first place is to loosen up around people but then i just take it way to far.

so from now on im now longer drinking.
signed:

Jessica Allen